Then what can I do about it? is this moment that bad? There is nothing I can do about money, I realized it when I've knocked out at interview by a company that I want it so bad to go works for them. I felt depressed because I am not acceptable there, I wantsi money so much, and I cannot get it right there.
Then I was thinking to myself that this thing called money is the one who kill me. What's so special about money? can I happy if I get it much? No, its not. I will be happy if I can settle something deep in my thought that I must accept whatever the condition that was happened, but still works as hard as I can and last without wishing will get money for the payment. I want to do works because I want to do so.
I have to be fun with my job.
sorry if this post was a bad way for writing things. hehe